Ashes to Ashes... Dust to Dust!

Have you ever tasted ashes?

Ashes in your mouth!

Have you ever tasted dust?

Groveling in your own tears!

From the ashes she rose…

Each time like a Sphinx!

And each time they pulled her down…

And they promised her the magical land…

As the demons raped her soul each time!

And they promised her the golden bird…

As they left her alone to play with their Angels…

One more step and she would reach…

And on and on she walked…

And she never stopped walking!

‘I have no time’, he said,

As he turned to play with another

‘Let it go’, she told herself each time

And they promised her the throne of Queen…

As her dress wore ruins and her hair wore moth!

She walked on tired,

Tired of all their lies,

And she wondered why she even asked…

While all she was meant to be was…

Ashes to Ashes… Dust to Dust!

And so she sat there near the pond…

Away from all their promises…

Slowly growing tired to death…

Fading into her own Ashes and Dust!

It’ll be over soon

He held me still by the arms…

Running his hands through my hair…

Bringing them down to my lips…

A tear crawling to his fingers…

His body pushing me farther behind,

His lips on my neck,

I tried to scream,

I knew he couldn’t hear me now.

Tearing my innocence,

With his bare hands and skin,

He looked at me for a moment,

He held me close, so still.

Lost in his trance state,

He forced himself on me,

The curtains flying to the breeze,

Red covered my wounds.

I stopped trying to run away…

I moved to scars as I held him…

I heard him smile…

‘Don’t rape me’, another tear fell…

He had whispered to me then,

‘It’ll be over soon’

It isn’t… It never will be…

The boy who danced...

Looking at the stars move past me through the dark skies...

in wilderness,

I know not how to stop them…

but in that crowd, I dance…

How faintly the moon lies tonight...

screaming in its silent cries...

kissing the edge of my cheek...

a light brush against my eyelids...

How silent everyone is around me…

those fingers among the moving lights…

the blues dancing in the moonlight…

smoke on waters forever…

How I dream of being lost…

of you and roses at 1 a.m…

of the magic dust between us…

of moonlight between our eyelids…

Parted loves belittled today…

smoke of that chamber moon…

waves beckoning…

kisses in stolen seconds…

That’s where I lie…

where the streets have no name…

fireflies in the sky…

dancing on the rainbow…

A kiss from that stranger…

who lost her way…

caress of a drop in the ocean…

Heartbeats of a lifetime…

stolen in a moment…

yearning to sleep tonight…

awake in your arms…

That’s when I leave…

when no one is noticing…

in a world I made my own…

blanks of a new time…

Limits for the limitless…

curse of a headless lover…

knowing not where to go…

in an abyss of multitude paradoxes…

Is this what I want???

pool of untitled…

lying in their own corpses…

not knowing their own…

Smell of the morning breeze…

mist of the night-fairy…

droplets of dawnbreak…

flowers lying curled up…

Tomorrow will be better than today…

I hear her say…

and I know she believes…

and that is enough for me today…