Showing posts with label hope. Show all posts
Showing posts with label hope. Show all posts

Saturday, December 5, 2015

And then there were none!



She strummed pausing chords on the guitar,
A cigarette dangling on her lips loosely,
The room lay dimly lit in silence,
Smoke bellowing above the old couch.

She poured herself another drink,
Counts of lost lovers gone in each sip,
Her fingers lightly touching the wounds again,
She looks to the glass ceiling on to the stars.

Brightly lit candles give her company,
She sits after a sold out night,
Looking dazzling in her indifference,
In an empty room of scotch and cigarettes.

Laughter of innumerable voices,
Now lost to the grieving room,
Soul sold off to the highest bidder,
An artist’s voice now on hire.

First went the music…
Then it was the lovers…
And then the dazzle…
And then there was None!

Monday, November 24, 2014

It’ll be over soon

He held me still by the arms…
Running his hands through my hair…
Bringing them down to my lips…
A tear crawling to his fingers…

His body pushing me farther behind,
His lips on my neck,
I tried to scream,
I knew he couldn’t hear me now.

Tearing my innocence,
With his bare hands and skin,
He looked at me for a moment,
He held me close, so still.

Lost in his trance state,
He forced himself on me,
The curtains flying to the breeze,
Red covered my wounds.

I stopped trying to run away…
I moved to scars as I held him…
I heard him smile…
‘Don’t rape me’, another tear fell…

He had whispered to me then,
‘It’ll be over soon’
It isn’t… It never will be…

Monday, October 6, 2014

What I didn't tell you


All you know is... All I told you

Here's a few not so wise things I learnt in this crazy, smiling mess of a life... I say them out loud... Only cos I cannot take them back then...

Things that scare you are the ones worth talking about the most...

Never say no to a new experience... 

Be promiscuous with your experiences... Not with your mind

Want! Never need!

Be honest with your opinions... Those who stick around are the ones meant to

There should only be one reason to be with someone for life... Love

Love is what you define for yourself

Your body is not a temple... It is a gift!

Timing is nothing... Intention is everything

The world needs more kindness and less money

Know the world around you... Even more so the world inside you

Say the things you think without sugarcoating

Define your standards... Stop following the ones they defined

People will try to control you... Let them... Then let go

Travel makes you more open than anything else

Travel is a way of life... Not an easy one

Figure out who you are before you figure who you want

Everything is a choice

Be the absolute version of yourself... No customizations!

Thursday, May 22, 2014

I Call it Magic


Sitting by a window pane,
Dreams about a life in dreams,
Rejecting time,
Broken between the real and the surreal.

I sit by the window still,
Looking at it all,
Looking at what I don’t want,
Looking at what I will never want.

And in their love and loss,
The fear of losing another one,
Greed of the broken winged,
Greed of a lost cause.

Passing through storms,
Lost and found,
Between the music and the musician,
Rhythm of the cursed…

No fear of the unknown,
Fear of the unspoken,
Big Realities…
Bigger Illusions…

Curiosity to a stranger,
From the unknown…
A life against rules of reality,
Moving to the surreal.

Dreams of another window pane…
Dreams of a swim in the open ocean…
Dreams of being lost in the surreal...
Dreams of a lost cause…

I sit by the window still,
Music of the free world,
Realities of a golden cage,
A life of taking flight.

Life as a circle…
In a square box…
I call it Magic…
I call it Truth…

Saturday, April 19, 2014

Blue Jazz Nights


 Hues of orange surrounding the sky...
Darkness starting to creed in...
The glass door creaks open,
There I walked in.

You pushed a glass towards me,
Your fingers slowly  pulling on my scarf,
Warmth of your breath playing on my neck,
I push you back and turn to run.

Sitting by the river now...
Silence of the night...
Broken by the waves...
Walls of our own making...

Into each night and then again,
Beyond each hour and time,
 Veiled tears of grief and love,
Make me go weak in my knees.

Jazz music in this dingy pub,
The sultriness in the breeze,
I remembered him tonight,
I longed for a weakness.

Prayer flags in the sky...
Moaning amidst blurred lines...
The touch of a stranger...
Kissing under the stars...
Dancing on toes all night...
Blue Jazz nights... Into abyss

Friday, September 24, 2010

Tabula Rasa!!!




Make believe is over…
Raindrops upon my palms…
Sweet kisses at midnight…
Lost is the abyss of mistakes…
Envy!!!

You said that you’d be here…
All I see are shadows tonight…
Shadows of a broken past…
Broken in curls of frost…
Greed!!!

Lying beneath unforgiving moonlight…
The bed of my own making…
Bitter roses of ghosts…
Proven right yet again…
Gluttony!!!

Time to let go…
To stop craving…
Back to who I once was…
In the midst of a lighted forest…
Wrath!!!

Times have changed…
People for the most part, not…
Songs of lost words…
Calls of a lone traveller…
Pride!!!

Broken cords with names…
Wishes lying in the basements…
Rivers of magical wands…
Drowned yet again…
Sloth!!!

Promises in dark alleys…
Broken on autumn mornings…
Love of a stranger…
Someday a stranger no more…
Lust!!!

Running into misty corners…
Voices of an alter ego…
Rush of sliding into fate…
Your smile ringing past my ears…
Judas misunderstood!!!

“Tabula Rasa!!!”, calls the wizard…
Maybe, Its never too late…
Stories of a different life…
Timed to return…
Hope!!!