Showing posts with label truth. Show all posts
Showing posts with label truth. Show all posts

Saturday, December 5, 2015

And then there were none!



She strummed pausing chords on the guitar,
A cigarette dangling on her lips loosely,
The room lay dimly lit in silence,
Smoke bellowing above the old couch.

She poured herself another drink,
Counts of lost lovers gone in each sip,
Her fingers lightly touching the wounds again,
She looks to the glass ceiling on to the stars.

Brightly lit candles give her company,
She sits after a sold out night,
Looking dazzling in her indifference,
In an empty room of scotch and cigarettes.

Laughter of innumerable voices,
Now lost to the grieving room,
Soul sold off to the highest bidder,
An artist’s voice now on hire.

First went the music…
Then it was the lovers…
And then the dazzle…
And then there was None!

Monday, November 24, 2014

It’ll be over soon

He held me still by the arms…
Running his hands through my hair…
Bringing them down to my lips…
A tear crawling to his fingers…

His body pushing me farther behind,
His lips on my neck,
I tried to scream,
I knew he couldn’t hear me now.

Tearing my innocence,
With his bare hands and skin,
He looked at me for a moment,
He held me close, so still.

Lost in his trance state,
He forced himself on me,
The curtains flying to the breeze,
Red covered my wounds.

I stopped trying to run away…
I moved to scars as I held him…
I heard him smile…
‘Don’t rape me’, another tear fell…

He had whispered to me then,
‘It’ll be over soon’
It isn’t… It never will be…

Monday, October 6, 2014

What I didn't tell you


All you know is... All I told you

Here's a few not so wise things I learnt in this crazy, smiling mess of a life... I say them out loud... Only cos I cannot take them back then...

Things that scare you are the ones worth talking about the most...

Never say no to a new experience... 

Be promiscuous with your experiences... Not with your mind

Want! Never need!

Be honest with your opinions... Those who stick around are the ones meant to

There should only be one reason to be with someone for life... Love

Love is what you define for yourself

Your body is not a temple... It is a gift!

Timing is nothing... Intention is everything

The world needs more kindness and less money

Know the world around you... Even more so the world inside you

Say the things you think without sugarcoating

Define your standards... Stop following the ones they defined

People will try to control you... Let them... Then let go

Travel makes you more open than anything else

Travel is a way of life... Not an easy one

Figure out who you are before you figure who you want

Everything is a choice

Be the absolute version of yourself... No customizations!

Wednesday, August 20, 2014

Shadow of a Non-Believer


Bright morning enveloping the night,
Shades of dark lost in silver clouds,
I look into the mirror, still…
My reflection joined by pieces...

Not the sum of what they think of me,
Not the kind of food I eat,
Not the number of clothes I have,
Not the people I spend time with.
                                             
I lie on my bare back, my eyes closed…
Looking into the abyss of the looping sky…
Memories of changing shades over time…
Found in the cold corners of my mind…

Not the money I have,
Not the movies I watch,
Not the music I hear,
Not the way I speak.

I believe…
 All you know is…
All I told you.

Wednesday, May 28, 2014

To the Moon and Back


Tunes of another time
Of Love and Loss
Love of a night…
Lost in the daylight…

Tunes of another kind
Of Power and Greed
Power over self…
Greed to never stop…

Tunes of another life
Of a life forgotten
Life in a home…
Forgotten in the wild…

Tunes of another girl
Of a homeless world
Homeless by choice…
World of the wild…

Lost in the abyss
Of never knowing,
Kissed by the stars…
On the lips...

Found in the Garden of Eden,
Biting the apple…
From the snake’s mouth,
Kissed by the maker…

Lost in the web,
Of her making…
In love with…
Creatures of the Dark…

Found in the loss…
Found in every life…
Found in everything…
Lost when Found…

To every life at the same time…
To everything through nothing…
To every orgasm through every kiss…
To the Moon and back...

Saturday, April 19, 2014

Blue Jazz Nights


 Hues of orange surrounding the sky...
Darkness starting to creed in...
The glass door creaks open,
There I walked in.

You pushed a glass towards me,
Your fingers slowly  pulling on my scarf,
Warmth of your breath playing on my neck,
I push you back and turn to run.

Sitting by the river now...
Silence of the night...
Broken by the waves...
Walls of our own making...

Into each night and then again,
Beyond each hour and time,
 Veiled tears of grief and love,
Make me go weak in my knees.

Jazz music in this dingy pub,
The sultriness in the breeze,
I remembered him tonight,
I longed for a weakness.

Prayer flags in the sky...
Moaning amidst blurred lines...
The touch of a stranger...
Kissing under the stars...
Dancing on toes all night...
Blue Jazz nights... Into abyss

Thursday, March 20, 2014

Confessions of a Writer



I like to think I am a Writer.

The content of this post is of an inflammable nature.

It must be indulged in with in the most retarded state of mind

I should have been a better writer. I realized it when I started writing this
I may or may not deny these based on who you are

Indifference is the key. The subject will change.

Promiscuity defines a poet's life. The subject will change.

Bad grammar is fine. Bad writing is not.

Being greedy with Life is good... And only that

Friends are the family you choose... Choose carefully.

Trust no one... The sooner you learn the worse off you will be

Travel is evolution of self in its best form

Lies are always acceptable... Except when it becomes masochistic

Life's style and Lifestyle can be two very different things

Nothing is sexier in a person than intelligence

What I write is the only eternal truth I have

Wednesday, January 29, 2014

Found and Lost



Another stranger makes his way,
Limping around the border lines.
Insane daybreaks…
Clouds of silence lingering above…

“Do I remember you?
He whispers into her ears.
“You never will”,
And Cassandra smiles.

Misty glasses of more water than whisky,
Entwined like snake skins…
She pushes him to the fire…
Burnt in the misty corridors of the mind…

Memories lost in the Pacific for the night…
A puff of cigarette in the air,
Calling out to her…
And she goes quiet in the nights…

And then he’s gone,
Lost in the haze of the smoke…
And then another night,
And then another cigarette in the air…

Tears of Pandora…
Burning her world inside,
Wet roses on the door…
Alone towards the end…

Stars of a future lost in the past,
Dreams of a day lost in the nights…
Silence of Cassandra lost in the screams,
Promises lost in the Never-to-be…