Addiction to Addictions

At the stroke of midnight,

She creeps into my mind…

Drowning me in her words.

 

She tempts me with everything I never wanted,

Teasing me to the verge of a conclusion.

Leaving me hanging by my own words,

Before I can stop her every night.

A voice within tells me to stop.

It tells me of all she could destroy…

Tonight I want to be destroyed.

She comes to me every night,

Tiptoeing but never looking at me.

The longing to consume her,

Consuming me deeper every night.

I seek help to an addiction,

An addiction to addictions,

The need for something elusive,

Moving beyond wrong and right…

Moving on to what makes me feel….

The desire to never be fulfilled... 

Any feeling will do tonight.